I am torn between the two:
I desire to depart and be with Christ,
which is better by far;
but it is more necessary for you
that I remain in the body.
Convinced of this,
I know that I will remain,
and I will continue with all of you
for your progress and joy in the faith,
so that through my being with you
again your joy in Christ Jesus
will overflow on account of me.
~ New International Version ~
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